Tuesday, April 7, 2015



The first droplets of motherhood


The Birth - From an aching mother’s view ;)




Since many a days I had been waiting, for things to uncover soon,
For my parents to arrive with whole lot of goodies and for a sunny spring time.
The most awaited part was though the arrival of our bundle of joy and boy was I over the moon...
When past midnight my hormones decided to let loose and release that fountain of mine,
I knew it was time but kept my cool whilst others panicked as if it were snowing in June!

Sat inside the Taxi hoping not to soil the leather seat cushions, I held still
Then quickly followed a swift motion of events  leading us into the birthing din.
Routine check ups followed declaring that ‘true’  labor was yet to begin,
Having heard these words repeatedly was I curious to feel the chills!
A lot of hours into it and the devil was yet to show up, an injection here and an injection there, lead medicine over nature win!

My words at this juncture may be few for my cries in the birthing room were mightier,
“Epidural, epidural”  my husband heard many a times, till I bit hard into his hand!
None arrived even after a few good minutes...for me the world seemed to have stopped
When I heard the midwife's amused voice declare - “Sie steht vor der Tür”!
Oh did I forget to mention the whole drama was in German...who could now take a stand?
For now it was too late for the magical injection since she was almost into  worlds hands

Yet again my words will be few for I was in pain and in some more,
till the animated expressions of the midwives forced me back to reality’s core.
We were pushing and pushing till I could no more,
With might galore keep up with my daughters downward journey,
‘Kristeller Handgriff’ followed suit and there she was covered in slime!

Tears of joy gushed down my eyes and I squealed with pure joy!
All of this happened except for the fact that it did not!
I was relieved that there was no pain, I was relieved that she was fine.
All three of us looked at each other in bewilderment, enjoying the new found togetherness...
Enjoying each minute of our ‘Bonding time’...
Our eyes made love, each time shifting focus, shuffling from mother to father to her… her cries filled our hearts, ‘she’ who is a part of us...

12 comments:

  1. Hats off.. To you and to all the mothers who must be going through similar situations while opening the doors of earth for that heavenly soul..!! That too while bearing the 55 Dels of pain..
    All that must be forgotten when that first cry is heard, isnt it?
    Congrats and wishing a joyful new journey to you..!!

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    1. Hahaha thanks dada:) I will be very honest and say that the pains I dont think I will forget them that easily ;) yes its worth the effort...a little less pain could have done no harm though:) ;) mayurs experience will follow soon..very curious to read what he writes! Thanks for reading! Cheers- Shruti

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  2. Hey Shru ! Lovely words. It reminded me of everything I went through during the birth of my two children. Such a joy it is to become a mother and somehow we dont remember the pain, the anxiety, the blood, the discomfort , but what remains with us is only the ugly pink face we get to see after the whole ordeal. :-)
    Keep writing dear. Wish you loads of love!

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    1. Thanks gau! Yes the blood bath hahahaha..I think it will take a few more weeks/months for me to forget the pains:) bagu kay kay experience motherhood brings...

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  3. Hey Shru ! Lovely words. It reminded me of everything I went through during the birth of my two children. Such a joy it is to become a mother and somehow we dont remember the pain, the anxiety, the blood, the discomfort , but what remains with us is only the ugly pink face we get to see after the whole ordeal. :-)
    Keep writing dear. Wish you loads of love!

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  4. Beautiful Indeed!! Godbless O:)

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    1. Yes shruti. Thats what motherhood is all about. Weight gain, writhe in pain, and.then your love for your lil one engulfs you and the long journey begins with you and " your " young one forming a beautiful relationship called motherhood .I know u gonna adore this bundle of joy but I am sure u r going to add that extra bit of love in your daily potions to sugi too. just remembered your face on the day u were born Congrats dear to u and Mayur
      Relax and enjoy being a mother...a big hug and kiss to ou lil darling

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    2. Yes shruti. Thats what motherhood is all about. Weight gain, writhe in pain, and.then your love for your lil one engulfs you and the long journey begins with you and " your " young one forming a beautiful relationship called motherhood .I know u gonna adore this bundle of joy but I am sure u r going to add that extra bit of love in your daily potions to sugi too. just remembered your face on the day u were born Congrats dear to u and Mayur
      Relax and enjoy being a mother...a big hug and kiss to ou lil darling

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    3. Thank u jayshree aunty:) my mother deserves much more of my love than I actually give her...she does so much for me yet I fail to acknowledge it many times...the realisation has sunk in though since some years now...motherhood is selflessness more than anything else:) hope to do justice to this new role of mine! Thanks for reading:) cheers- Shruti

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  5. Beautiful! Truly a 'labour' of love...

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    1. Thank u mini achema:)♥ Already experiencing so many varied emotions!! #mothersheart

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